(1952-2012) Farewell to you...

Some may despise you,
The way like I do,
Some may love you,
And that includes me too

For some reason there is always enough reason to hate,
But only at the end will I know that its merely just bait,

Always sacrifice and never selfish to be,
Its the two most important thing to thee I see,
You'll always nurture these to me over the years,
So that I could become a great man in the future

For one thing that is certain,
You did thought me to,
A way of life that is better than anyone else do

Now no matter how I refuse to believe,
That you ain't here anymore alongside with me,
A white glow has gone from a pitch black room,
And with it I know that I'm here left alone

As perfect as I would want it to be,
But that is not how life were supposed to be,
From anger to tears I could only send you,
And wishes and prayers so I may see you soon

So long to the world,
You've gone to a new place,
Hopefully you'll be at ease,
With a smile on your face

Farewell and goodbye is the very least I can give,
To you my father, always was and always will be...

Goodbye Wheelie

Its dull.

Its pale.

Its not shiny.

I used to joke about it.

Just never knew I actually depends on it for months.

But, now is the time to be apart with each other.

I'm grateful and appreciate it's kindness and service.

And thanks for everything.

Dear Wheelie

Apologies...

It has been difficult. It has been painful. It has been unbearable.

But I still consider myself lucky. I cheated death.

Unfortunately, I had to pay it with a terrible price. 

This is no joke.

My hands and chest are crushed in a car accident in a few months ago.

I apologize to those who ask and those who wandering about me.

Cause at the moment, I'm still recuperating.

And thankful to God that I'm still alive.

So I'll be back.

When the time is right.



Ps : Just so you know, I spent a whole week to type all this. And I'm not gonna be able to visit your blogs anytime soon. My fingers still ain't doing like what they are suppose to do so I hope you do understand.

The Forgetful Mind...

It's been a hectic couple of days for me. My cousin is getting married and I has been given an important task to handle. And actually I totally forgotten about it until the last second, so everything seems chaotic at the moment. Thanks to some good buddies of mine, with a few phone calls, the task is finished right at the last second. 

Right now, I'm just expecting that everything will be smooth on the big day tomorrow. FYI, I'm handling the flower arrangements. So hopefully everyone will be impressed by my masculine skills, my taste of elegance and my hati yang berbunga. Hehehe...

I'll be visiting you guys soon. So do wait for me, okay ?

Pretty sure next week, I'll start again the actual beraya thingy.

Ps : I know that the bride are allowed to freak out on their big day but does it make sense at all if her entire family freaks out too ? I mean, who is the one getting married here ?

Words before Raya...

To those who might get hurt from my choice of word, I'll be glad to say I'm sorry

To those who always there, I'll be happy to say thank you

To those who always care, I really appreciate the kindness of you

I'll hoping for all of you to have a safe journey home,

To celebrate the wonderful day of Raya,

With all smile and no sad face at all.

Selamat Hari Raya

Maaf Zahir dan Batin

your sincerely,

James K. Alexander

Ps : On the first day of Raya, I'll be with my family celebrating Raya at my kampung. Feel free to come and visit. It's not too far away. Still in the center of the city = Kampung Baru, Kuala Lumpur.

Moderation...

'Whatever you do, do it in moderation'

Spend your money wisely. Even if it is for your glorious Raya day, excessive is not the only way. Cause excessive is actually the starting point of greed.

Ps : It's already Saturday, and I just don't know what should I buy for this upcoming Raya. Any suggestion guys ? Or should I just invest my wages + bonus into something that is profitable ?

 

Man in Blue... Where are you ?

When I just got back from work today, some kids suddenly come to me and told me there was an emergency. It appears that my neighbor's house just got robbed and they still don't know the current circumstances inside their home. It was a shocking news to all of the residents in the neighborhood because burglary has never occur before to any of our homes. Besides, we actually felt safer because there are guards patrolling regularly every single day. 

I do concern about my house too, so I check as soon as possible. Luckily, my house hasn't suffered anything and have no sign of intrusion. The current situation has led to the feel of unrest and insecure to all of the residents. I just had to helped calm everyone down and wait for the man in blue to handle the situation. 

For more than 3 hours, the cops hasn't showed up. It's frustrating cause I thought case like this should be handle as important as any other case. It's totally frustrating. Only after the clock reached 11pm, the cop arrived with their flashy lights. 

I don't know what the cops have done but surely my neighbor are unsatisfied with their services. How can we really believe that cops gonna help us as soon as they can if they serve the people like this? I guess the pizza guy will be arriving a lot faster to deliver rather than those cops. It really is a huge disappointment.

Ps : In this festive season, be sure your house is safe and there is no valuable stuffs or jewelry or cash or even some priceless heirloom left around inside the house. You just never know what might happen. So you should take some step of precaution before any thing that might occur.

Kids...

'If they could be given the opportunity, talkative kids could do talk shows better than Oprah will ever do.'


Kids generally are adorable especially when they are asleep. But when they start to open their eyes, I just couldn't know what their next move might be.


Ps : My 6 year old nephew come and pay me a visit today. His yapping really do makes my recovery a lot more faster than ever. Thanks to his nature, he made me really missed to go to work and I hope I can go to work tomorrow.

I'm Home...

Peace - that was the other name for home.  

by Kathleen Norris

There just no place better than your own home. Even some fancy hotel or luxurious penthouse could not deliver the same experience of quiet, peace and harmony that you always wanted especially when it's time for you to recover from some illness or something.

Ps : I'm finally back at home again after being admitted to the hospital for a couple of days. Now, I'm still recuperating and I'll be visiting your blogs in jiffy. Hopefully, my visit to your blogs are still welcomed. 

Cheated...

I stormed to the restaurant as fast as I can. I just can't believe I gonna meet my old buddies from the school days again and break the fast with them. It's just so exciting. But it appears there is only one of my friends there sitting at the table, the one who's inviting me to the gathering. Suddenly, it felt weird. 

So, where are all the guys? I'm excited to meet them again. It's been years since we all hang out together. I asked.

Actually, they are not coming. As a matter of fact, there is no gathering at all. I just lie to you to make you come here all along. She explained. 

What ? What do you mean by  "just lie to me" ?, I'm just startled by her explanation.

Here's the thing. I actually got some great proposition for you. It's gonna make you whole lot richer than you'll ever think off. How the sounds of it ? Interested ?

Are you joking or is it you really want me to join some business scheme right now ? 

No. I'm not joking. I really saw this opportunity like a month a go, and I want you to be apart of it. Together, we can be making a lot of money. So, what do you say ?

I guess I just better leave right now cause I'm not interested in any of this at all. And the fact is you don't even try to say that you're sorry for lying to me and it really hurt me, you know. So, I better get going.

Okay. I'm sorry for doing all this. Come on. You're a tough guy. Let's just talk about business. Are you still upset about the lies? Oh please, it's just a tiny lies that I made up. It's not a big deal.

Yes. I'm upset. But I'm not upset because you lied to me, I'm upset that from now on I just can't believe you. So, we're done here. Ciao. 

It's the third time in this year, I've got cheated by these stuffs. And I'm sick of it. And I just can't believe my old hot friend trick me to get me into this. It's just unbelievable. And it really just spoiled my mood for the day. Damn. 

How about you ? Ever felt cheated with some stuff like this ?

Ps : I've got some serious stitches at my left eye because of the incident from yesterday. And today's event tops it all into one pile of frustration. This is by far the worst week that I ever had. Damn.

Argumento...

'When an argument flares up, the wise man quenches it with silence.'

I always try to avoid from having some silly argument, especially at the public places. When something so small and ridiculous comes up, and you handle it like a debate in the parliamentary level, it actually shows how dumb and ignorant you are to all other people who keep staring at you like some live drama is going on. The best way to end it quickly is just nod politely (even though you're not agree with it) and just keep your mouth shut.  

Comprende ?

Ps : My berbuka meal today got ruin because of some stupid couple arguing with each other that happened just next to my table. And when they decide that shouting and arguing with vile words are just not enough, they start to throw plates and glasses from their own table and one of the plates hit my eye. Damn !! It really hurts, you know.

Most of them...

Don't you all agree ? Hehehehe...

The tales of Rain...

'And when it rains on your parade, look up rather than down. Without the rain, there would be no rainbow.'  by Gilbert K. Chesterton


Back then when I was just out of college, I hate the rain. The rain makes most of my activities cut short. And because I don't own a car at the time, dating would be absolutely impossible in rainy days. And it eventually made my ex girlfriend dumped me. So, rain is actually the initial cause. And that's the reason why I hate the rain.

But now, I love the rain. From the smell of it, it seems pure and wonderful. It teaches me perseverance, strong will and courage. It made me become who I am right now. A man who have a vision and can sort his own future. And it is also becomes the main reason why I bought my car. Hehehe...

So, don't be afraid or even hate it. It won't harm you but only makes you wet or even catch a fever(LOL).  But what really important is rain can only brings hope that you can see if only you really opened up your eyes and your heart.

Ps : I just don't know why but I really dislike that Korean actor called Rain.